Well, the babies have made it to 4 months. I should be saying that my husband & I have made it. I would not trade having twins for anything in the world. I will also say that this is the hardest job I have ever had. I look back and everything is just a blur. I remember it being hard but am so happy that they now sleep thru the nite. I am also not in the best place, mentally, to be here and hope that I am taking care of everything that I need to. I feel like I am but that I am not doing the best job. I try not to run out of things to do with them when they are awake between their naps. I have basically 3 rooms with play equipment and I rotate them thru the rooms during the day. They seem happy and enjoy playing on everything.
The part that is difficult for me is being here, in this town. I want my children to know their grandparents however, it appears I will have to explain to them why their grandparents live 8 minutes away but they never see them. They have an aunt, who basically tells everyone else in the family what to do, & surprising enough everyone does it, who has twice not even acknowledged them. This is hurtful. I would love to move to remove ourselves from this situation. I hope that before the babies are old enough to realize that they are treated differently and being snubbed that we as a family do not live here.
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